Why Write one Philandering

This is a good question. The bottom line is that, I like it. I have slept around so many times on my spouse that it is really bad.

So for those of you who think I am horrid. it is even worse.

At one point I was a church member. Not a small church that you can dismiss, but a strong conservative Evangelical Church.

Of course the next hard part is that I was a pastor.

I write this not because I have demons. I am writing this so people may understand what is behind this.