I have to confess that part of the problem is that . . . I enjoyed cheating. Shagging a differing women with differing responses is fun.
Not to mention there are things that many will do that a nearly dead fish will not. I have done bondage, oral, kinky things and lots of fun. The good news is that I have never caught anything bad.
Cheating is a rush in and of itself. I mean it is a high that will make anyone scream.
But it is acceptance. I am not the person who my wife thinks I am.
To her I am the nice boy. the good (okay) Christian man. The former pastor, the Bible teacher. The guy who said adultery is wrong. And it is wrong. I would prefer not to do it. I wish sexual satisfaction would come from the home.
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